Breakfast: Yogurt.
Lunch: Almond & Oats cereal.
Dinner: Something from work, I’ll try to go healthy.

This is my plan, and I intend on sticking to it.

But it’s not because I’m a complete cheater and I’ve been stuffing my face nonstop, I swear. I’ve just got a lot going on between looking for a job, getting my senior project done, babysitting, and hanging out with friends. I won’t lie and say my diet has been good lately but I haven’t had a soft drink in over a month and I plan on keeping it that way. I haven’t been going to the gym as much simply because I don’t have much money to pay for gas, but my friends and my sister and I have all been going to the park down the road from my house a lot more recently and just running around and being immature idiots gets me a bit of exercise. I still try to keep my calorie intake below 1,000 but it’s really hard. I do fairly well with that throughout the day but when I get home from school, I eat everything in sight. I know I should stop and writing that down now makes me realize that I’ll be definitely doing that now. Because I feel ashamed I let it happen. So I’m going to go now and again, I feel terrible. I haven’t even weighed myself in so long because of all of this, plus all of the stress, and on top of that I started my period yesterday and I’m just grumpy as hell. But I got tickets to the One Direction concert in June so that’s another new incentive to get this shit done, another chance to meet them, and wanting to be skinny and beautiful and confident if I do is all the encouragement I need. That and knowing that I’ll be skinny to walk across the stage at my high school graduation. It will be worth it and I can do it.